About Me

Candy Mountain
Ppl call me Yaz. I don't prefer Yasmine or w/e. Just as long as it sumwhat relates to my actual name. I live in Jordan Rite now. But only bcuz my dad is in the military and my parents are seperated so my family n everyone else is in CA. Ur prob wondering ytf wd i move to Jordan when i cd just stay n CA, but me n my mom had a falling out andi haven't talked to her since Septemeber '07. Since we haven't talked, alotta things have a=happend that i am proudof. Alos, i come to find out that she is engaged. W/e though. I live through life with problems n all. I have dfrnt outlooks on life. Try not 2 shut out my thoughts if i ever mention it to u. I wd only rly mention it 2 u though if i think u'll actually talk about it and not debate about it. I dnt like drama. i try not to prolong the drama if it happens to start. U’ll see me with a smile on my face almost 24/7...almost. If i'm not, theres a good reason for it. Try not to make my life complicated plz; every1’s life is already complicated enough as it is.
"I've never made a bet, but we gamble with desire"

"I'm not making you smarter. 'm making you confused on a higher level"- Razi

"insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting different results"- Einstein

"Only that in you which is me can hear what I'm saying." -Baba Ram Dass

"If you think you're free, there's no escape possible." -Ram Dass

"You can't reason someone out of a position they didn't reason themselves into."

Monday, May 26, 2008

Love& Live Life, but Expect Death


Hmm........... So many ppl wonder why bad thing happen to them. i think ive been through alot. but w/e. I'm dealing with it. I'm fine...or at least it looks like i am- which is good. Get over it. Don't be disappointed if someone leaves you or anything wither. Nothing in life is guaranteed. Not even love! You always think you'll have your parents. You don't. They could die tomorrow [mash ala]. But you'll deal with it and meet the "love of your life" [if you haven't met him/her yet]. And sooner or later, you guys will divorce or one of you will die. Straight up. Don't be surprised. But don't be stupid. Prepare for the worst n hope for the best. Either way it'll hurt. But thats why i think the short cut in life is to die. no i'm not emo or anything. I happen to enjoy my life most of the time. Just don't be stupid. Don't say "Omg, ima die. I'm grounded for a month". B/c ppl don't even have anything to be grounded from...which is sad. Get over it. Live. Be Attentive. Pretty much, life is your job, and you can't wait to retire. Well at least expect it at any moment.
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Sunday, May 25, 2008

My Life Epiphany =/

Idk.
Lately i think i realized alot about my life.
I think its just this one person that i met.
He srsly changed my life.
No, im not admitting my love for him.
He just has an outlook on life
that is very similar to mine
except he actually isn't afraid to express his thoughts.
I always used to be.
Now, i frankly don't give two crazy about what pl think.
If they think i'm crazy??
Too bad. Let me be crazy in their heads.
Idk.
Philosophy is too much of an enigma for ppl to not wonder about it.
I guess i'm just like.... idk.
I rly like philosophy.
Science is what we know.
Philosophy is what we need to find out.
Just an introduction about my outlooks.
=]
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